What is it you want heart? What is it? Just tell me and i’ll do it. You leave me nowhere, i’ll go insane.
I do love you, i do need you, i do want you… both! Fuck!
Life would’ve been easier if i knew what i wanted. But then, i think, is it worth a life without the spice of having to choose, the thrill of freedom, the suspect of having the wrong road?
I know i’m just another simple human, even though my existance is complex and my origin unexplainable, and my capacity of reasoning is uncomparable to other of nature’s creatures…
I can’t do everything, i can’t do nothing…
But then, again, is it worth a world where something means nothing to what i pretend? Where everything i want to do, i can just go halfway?
So i do chose you and i chose both, and it just doesn’t seem to be working at all. But if i loose one of you, i’ll be forced to live a life flavorless, senseless. Without something that makes me be me.
Do i really have to chose? Or better yet, do i really have a choice?
It’s passion to me, to what i do, that moves me and my whole world. But lately, it’s so sad to admit, but i’ve been loosing my strength, and now it’s become not enough…
I can’t help this feeling. The sadness that invades me, blossoms from the success i’ve had. Maybe succeding it’s not the best way to go. ‘Cause what happens when you’re helpless? Have i succeded in what i really want?
I hope wonder woman does exist… I hope i could have some sort of super power to overcome all of this. Or at least, if i could stop time, just to get my me in order… I do realize i hope for the impossible, after all hoping for the impossible is what got me where i am now…
I know none can help me out, but me… I won’t give up… or better said, i can’t give up, not now, not never… Depression, you better go away before you get disappointed!
